When You keep your deepest secrets in your laptop, and other people decide to look through it...
Its like falling into a big fat hell pit.

The Wonder Of Old Graves

         When you look at old graves of people you never knew do you ever wonder what they where like? Where they rich where they poor? What did they do what did they look like?

11/18/12

   Do you ever take a moment just to sit and think. Think about your life and the direction it is going in. Why you are you and not someone else. Why you live in the place you live, or even what the world would be like if you where never born.
   I constantly do. Sometimes I think about what would happen if i died now. I wonder if people would cry, and mourn. Or would they just go on with there daily lives, and not give a rats ass. I hope that they would mourn, but a voice in the back in my head tells me that no one outside of my family would care.
    I wonder what the world would be like if i was never born. Would there be someone in place that lived the same life as I do, or would there just be this empty space where i am now. One less kid in my class, and school. One less person in the human population.
   I think about what I would be like when i grow up. I wanna follow out my dreams, and live in New York, and become an artist. But really how many people actually are able to follow their dreams.